Just got a phone call.....Think I am still in shock!! Was told my best friend shot and killed herself last night.....I can't  and won't believe that she did it. Someone had to of done it, because Sissy was so full of life, and would never do anything like that. She was always there for her friends, family, and even strangers if they needed help...needed someone to talk to. I can't believe that I'll never see her bright-shiney face, her caring smile. Sissy could walk into a roomfull of sad people and make things better & brighter, and have them smiling. She believed God has reason for making choices that he does even if we don't feel he does. She Loved Life. I can't see her taking hers for any reason. She lived with a man for 10 years...and just married him on New Years Day. I did the Invitations, and all the wedding pictures. She just asked me last week if i wanted to fill in for her at her job (private Care for the elderly) so she and her husband could goto AZ for a honeymoon & vacation, that they didnt get to do when they got married because of her old job.She just got her own Business going good, and .........now shes gone. Something not right. I have to go will write more later. *sniff  I'll do my best  to find out the real story Sissy...for you, because I know you couldn't /wouldn't take your own life. We will all Love & Miss You.

Have really been working my butt of doing alot of spring cleaning. Just finished about 80% of the yard work I wanted to get done. And started working on the house & Garage. Was really Happy how the yard turned out.

Been worrying alot about my son thats away in College in Odessa Texas. He was in a Car wreck...and me just losing my job...was just about to get me down. But things are better today. Still Searching for a job. I want to find the same line of work I was doing because I really loved the Private Care Job, working for myself not a Company. But I may have to settle for a min. wage job ! *yuck....but I guess I gotta do what I gotta do to make it.